Dear Cabin...........

Morning 8:10a.m. I reach office. My hands in the pockets of my jacket with my shuffle on. I would make an entry in the sheet of paper at the reception for I reach before 8:30a.m. I would then walk straight towards the cabin door. I would enter the cabin, switch on all the lights and put my bag on one of the chair which becomes the seat for me for the day.

Its 6th of January 2011 today. I woke up at 6:45a.m. in this freezing cold of Delhi. I looked at the photograph in the frame above my television set. Could feel my wet eyes. Wiped -off my eyes immediately. Mum, I miss you..............

I reached my office floor gallery which leads me into the cabin. Today for the first time I looked at the cabin door and it flooded me with thoughts. Thoughts of where it will lead me in life.....where will it make me stand in my life......I have so much of expectations out of it.......I hope life should not betray me...........I have to work really hard......I need a LIFE!!

I swear that in the last 4months I could never look at the cabin door this way the way I could today. Today I actually walked in with a strong determination in my heart that I have to make it. I have to crack it!! The way I could crack the interview.

My Daddy used to stay stuck to Aaj Tak news channel. Now the things have completely changed. He stays on NDTV 24*7 for the reason that I am with the channel as of now. Main apne Daddy ke umido par khara utarna chaahti hu!

The day of 5th of January 2011 has inculcated a strong feeling within. I have to put in my LIFE so as to have a LIFE out of LIFE!!

Ethics.....Form and Content needs to be more polished with more brain, power and will.

I took my seat, switched on my laptop. Checked my mails and there was none! Most of the times I get disappointed when at the same time I know that I cannot do anything about it! How long...........How far.........? "Try moving on Shilpy.........", I tell myself. I do this everyday with no break. Most of the times I feel like getting liberated but I have to wait for the right time. As of now I do not have clue about when this right time will come.........? Its been 23years!!

Dear cabin you have brought changes in me by gifting me so many precious people in my life. I have a platform. I need to keep polishing it so as to make it shine in a way where it would turn out to be MY LIFE!!