I am so glad that my habit of maintaining journal has finally inspired me to blog! I have so much to scribble on. My writing will be in parts for there is no end to it as of now.
First and the foremost I am with the channel since September 1st,2010 and its 4th of January 2011 today. I am putting in all my effort so as to have a good career.
I am a girl with diabetes since 10years now and till date it never gave me problem. I love it sometimes but hate it majorly. A girl with deficiency is never considered. I had been living with this deficiency since long and never realized its negativity until I was made to. Its affecting me to an extent where I have started-off believing that I am useless with it!
To quote,"You need a person who would care for you and not somebody for whom you would care". This is so true that I need someone in life who would care for me rather than me doing the same for him. The fact is that I am a girl with deficiency, secondly I have a career to make where I need hell lot of strength to be perfect and thirdly I will not be able to handle anyone of whom I will be taking care of.
I need a friend in my life and not a ruler. Not a person to fill me with tears time and again. Its so much disappointing.
At this hour of the morning I am feeling so good about that I able to pen down myself being what I am actually.
I have the world`s best mum-dad and two elder brother. My brothers were in boarding school throughout and I was the only one with my parents throughout. My brothers were fine but I had to face certain miseries of life because of restrictions due to diabetes staying back at home.
After high-school I went for my grads to Pune. Completed my studies and applied for NDTVMI. Cracked it and joined the channel.
Life was so blank before I could have joined in the channel. I have lovely friends and seniors who are so good.
I had been anticipating for the day to see and interact with Mr.Vikram Chandra. And it happened. I am glad!
Its been 4 months of training and I really can`t wait to start-off with my internship. I have to work. And that too day-night!
I have ultimately realized that I am here on earth only to work and nothing beyond. I wish not to have a life beyond my professional life. I want to believe that there is nothing as such called a personal life.
My mum-dad are so very happy about me and I really do not wish to betray them. I have to work for them. Mum-Dad, I really love you.
My cousin is getting married this year very soon. And she will be gone to Phoenix,USA. That way mum-dad think alot about me for I am a girl with deficiency. I feel like telling them not to think about getting me married. For I do not believe in that life. Girl like me is never considered.
I wish to fulfill every wish of mum-dad. there is so much to go through in ones life that there is no end to anything.
Mr.Vivek Mansukhani has told me a very good thing and a fact that ,"Your partner will change, your friends might change but your parent will never change!". This is so true. I have to live on with this beautiful truth. I just want to make a wish that God should give me as much strength as possible so as to stand all the discrepancies of life.
2 comments:
Deficiency? I have known lots of people with deficiencies, many of which were that of character and soul, and you are not one of them. I'm sorry people have reduced you to your diabetes. You are so many things, diabetic just happens to be one of them. Big deal. You can and must have a personal life; one's professional life is only an extension of one's personal life (and not the other way round) - how one's personal life is, so shall one's professional life be. Every aspect of life goes together hand-in-hand. Donchu worry, you've just got your guard up right now. Take your time to protect yourself from people and situations that make you feel less than how you ought to feel, but don't forget to emerge from that coccoon or the caterpillar will never become the butterfly it is meant to be.
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